Monday, May 03, 2004
things are getting way too much out of hand and i wont be able to update for a while and i guess lately when i do have the time i just dont feel like it. people read too much into what i say get over it. dont see how i contradicted myself but whatever.. doctor told me not to lift stuff i lifted furniture cause my dad woulda bitched at me if i didnt then i complained about my back... i whined about something i brought on myself yeah but i dont see how i contradicted myself. eh fuck it. too much work. well this is my last entry so goodbye farewell whatever.
aim - xox live si ome
email -
ragdoll_x13@hotmail.com
<<3 later dudes when i finally pick up everything i'll make
a new blog so look out cause the next one will be killer
Posted at 02:06 pm by amore
Sunday, May 02, 2004
updateupdateupdateupdate .. shut up
alright so heres your update.. are you happy now?
good now shut up.
too much going on to type about it now its all been gone and left behind and if your
unhappy not knowing whats been going on or whats new get the hell over it and ask
me yourselves. i want to open a shop. but im 16 and who listens to a 16 yr old fem?
yeah.. thats right.. no one. not even my parents but oh well its probably "just another
stage" right? yeah fuck you. as you can probably see im not in the most chippy mood.
but then again why the hell should i be? yeah thats what i thought. no reasons. none
at all. i miss old times and old friends and people the old way but fuck it whats the
point in missing that right? thats why im so pissed because i miss every fucking thing
and i cant change anything to get back to that well whatever.. i'll be over it when i
wake up i presume.. my ear hurts.. slept with my earings in.. back hurts.. lifted heavy
furniture all day.. and my head hurts cause the rest of the day i spent studying. well
no one is talking online so fuck that too. same with this later..
and ps- if you have a problem with this entry suck a dick.. i dont care. this is where i
vent. you dont like it - dont come here.
Posted at 06:38 pm by amore
Thursday, April 29, 2004
FILL IT OUT - you know you wanna
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
Posted at 03:16 pm by amore
Saturday, April 24, 2004
i dont know why im writing an entry theres nothing remotely interesting to enter but im
bored so i might as well, right? hmm well school blew yesterday but whatever. adam and
mat came over and we watched gothika and listened to music jennifer grounded me.. wtf?
even the parentals dont ground me this is BULL SHiT but you know what.. what-thefuck-ever.
caitlyns back and i duno. jennifer expects me to be excited but seriously why the fuck should
i be? caitlyns back woo-the fuck-hoo now i can get left behind and ditched twice as much as
when shes not here. oh yes.. fun shit. (not) i need to get out of this house seriously or at
least someone needs to come over and make me not-so-bored. or SOMETHING.. ANYTHING
just eughhh. i have to clean my room and this is bull cause i dont wanna. guitar lessons
went okay so did staying at kims but i had to leave early cause she had a game to go to and
whatnot. my thoughts are not fit for you to read so i'll post some of them in the other blog.
which i seem to be doing a lot lately sooner or later i might just run out of appropriate things
to write in here. hmm well hopefully not with all the work ive put into this. well i guess im guna
go and update the livejournal. later
Posted at 01:23 pm by amore
Thursday, April 22, 2004
holding on to blind faith
hmm well i cant believe after everything ive put up with so far i still listen and believe when
someone tells me that theyd call me "tomorrow".. well.. that was monday night.. and guess
what? nope.. no calls. oh well though i guess i shouldve just expected that. my feet hurt and
today blew.. horribly.. up and around the corner kind of horribly. school blew and i couldnt
wait to go to the beach.. then the beach got cancelled cause our ride was a fuck-head and
got drunk and passed out before we got out of school. but i didnt find this out until after ryan
and i went to KCs to hang out and i didnt wear any shoes cause.. well.. i figured.. beach..
and sand.. nice stuff to walk on, right? well.. since the beach got cancelled ryan and KC
decided to take a walk and if i didnt go with them id be basicaly stranded in Hampton so i
went with them and lets just say.. MY FEET HURT ugh.. my knees swollen from faling in DQ
and its swollen pretty bad too. then we got a ride from mini-mart to franks house and they
were all doin shit so i just sat in the living room cause i didnt want to do anything. then they
ran out and chilled in the L-room with me then my sister and i bitched at eachother on the
phone and she picked up me and ryan. i duno.. today sucked BUT this weekend.. will most
definatly NOT suck. and you know.. i will make damn sure of that too. tomorrow ryans asked
if i still wanted to go to VA-B but i said no. im tired of plans always getting fucked up. and i
dont plan everything but.. when i do have plans i hate when they get fucked up. so tomorrow
night im staying over at kims house down the street.. and saturday i'll be with jess at ODU
for the hooba-S concert and POSSIBLY - - going to be able to see hannah and she might
POSSIBLY stay the night over at my place and this.. this.. will be fun : ) but yeah im hopin
maybe sometime i'll be able to hang out with matt. i duno. i think i pissed him off with the
whole walkin / leaving off thing which is understandable i duno.. well.. laaaaaaaater
Posted at 07:23 pm by amore
